What Really Matters

Posted on May 13, 2019 by Sat Nam

When we were small, a candy might matter a lot. As we grow older and get into schools, marks, approval from teachers, parents… then probably how we look / attractive to the opposite sex, .. after we graduate, what type of jobs we can find, how fast and how much possessions we accumulate….

In chasing we considered important, we easily overlook / sacrifice our health, peace, joy, … more importantly, fail to really live.

There is certainly no doubt that all these external goodies might enhance our lives, but it is much more important to always remember who we are at the core. that we are not our bodies, minds, possessions, knowledge, abilities, background, .. .and that nothing / no one ultimately guarantee joy and peace, but our constant connection with our true essence.

Thanks to Eckhart and Sadhguru, i am now able to live a much peaceful and joyful life, as i become more aware of my own thoughts and feelings, and often remember that it is the quality of our actions (i.e. how conscious we are when we do something, including speaking, writing…), rather than what we do, that really matters.

Namaskar

Sat Nam Deep I

Eckhart Tolle

Posted on May 11, 2019 (Updated May 11, 2019) by Sat Nam

Shortly after my Dad passed away, Eckhart’s video in youtube popped up one night while i could not sleep.

i bought a few of his books a few years ago, read them, put on bookshelf, even gave them all away during home moves.

but this time it was an instant connection. i immersed myself in his teachings daily consecutively for 3 months. jot notes, carry it around…

even now, i still enjoy his talks . it is always great to be reminded to reconnect with our Deep I (true essence) esp. during challenging periods.

my heartfelt thanks to this wonderful being for all he has done and still doing even now. it is in fact one of the latest talk in his first course of School of Awakening that facilitated the birth of this blog, with part of the domain name “Deep I” , so that i can always remember what is absolutely important in the rest of my life.

Namskar

Sat Nam Deep I

Love Beyond Words

Posted on May 11, 2019 (Updated May 11, 2019) by Sat Nam

My Dad passed away about 2 years ago very unexpectedly and fast. At the age of 85 he was still quite active going here and there alone most of the time, enjoying see people fishing…

So when i got the call from other family members that he was admitted to A&E and very soon passed away, it was very hard to accept.

Yet unbelievably i was very calm that night. Even decided not to go immediately to the hospital to see his body.

Later i knew, it was exactly during that 1.5 hours that i was in a modern ballet lesson that he was admitted to hospital and finally ascended.

What’s more eerie is that i have not been dancing for quite a few years, only very recently did i get back, and that night, amazingly trying out a new teacher and a new class.

It was a song about “silver and white hair” that i have not heard before, yet liked it so much immediately, and the choreography was so excellent that it blended perfectly with the song.

i was describing this wonderful experience to my daughter and husband over the phone when i was informed very shortly afterwards what happened during the same period.

Truly heaven to hell experience!

of course, after that “super calming night” came waves of emotions and various thoughts that attempt to explain what happened.

by now, i would still feel that it is the will of Dad not to allow us to see him in pain, but to live happily every moment.

in the eyes of so many, he was almost a “failure” , with little education, possessions, knowledge, skills… . I never realised his importance in me until he left his physical body. We did not meet up often except during festivals, or special occasions, and he was very quiet every time during family gatherings.

It was only after his ascension do i realised that his presence is enough, and to be able to maintain noble silence in in midst of certainly unfriendliness / judgement / dis agreement is truly something remarkable.

this reminds of my grandpa, who also managed not to say a word despite heated debates over the dining table.

coward? quite the contrary i would say. only the rather enlightened being will have the power, patience and big heart to let go of the need to be right / understood / agreed to, but to fully accept and surrender to “what is”.

i am super grateful and thankful to my Dad for his presence with me for almost half a century. i am sure he knows it, too.

Namaskar

Sat Nam Deep I

Hello!

Posted on May 10, 2019 (Updated May 11, 2019) by Sat Nam

Namaskar everyone.

This is suppose to be a private conversation between my daughter and i . To leave her something before i leave this physical body.

Turned out she wanted me to share it so much with others that i finally decided to have it go public after much hesitation.

so here i am, writing to express, instead of to impress, sharing with all those who might be attracted to this site, every little or big things that i have experienced over half a century.

lessons learnt, casual thoughts, crazy ideas….

hope you might be a little uplifted, awakened, .. tuned in more with your true essence….

it is my wish, or more accurately, wish of the One Consciousness, to plant this little seed at this divine time : a day before Buddha’s Birthday and Mother’s Day, so that it will continue to flourish for many years to come.

Namskar

Sat Nam Deep I