autumn

finally a taste of the harvest season

for almost 9 months since feb. skin conditions very bad. rash keep coming everyday, sometimes very seriously, while skin of heel peeled big area, deep,…

it was particularly serious last night, in fact lately, that i have to lie on the marble of the window bay to “cool down” / “quench the itch” after shower.

1st time i feel cold when wake up after 2 hours middle of the night.

it does feel like the wheel has suddenly turned after much chaos.

just 2 days ago, i drove to a nearby mall late evening to get something. something i rarely do. just when i prepared to leave for petrol station, found the car not working well. no technical help after office hour, sought help from towing company, just to find height of car park not enough… somehow the car seemed “back to normal” after a last conscious attempt to restart / some rest time… yet on the way home noise and heat…

truly blessed to have arrived home safely. next day, advised to be towed back to car maintenance centre. 1st time in 20 yrs that towing is needed. and certainly a surprise for a 3+ yr old ” luxury brand” only about 2 weeks after the last free “spa service”

it turned out to be a blessing in disguise again. in only 2 hours, and during the very non peak time of the day, friendly and professional staff arrived and towed the car away very smoothly. with the help of a few security staff here.

interestingly i did not feel sad when i watched it being towed away. rather feel like it is going for a picnic / adventure! a very brilliant looking suv blinking after the trailer, slowly out of carpark! hahaahah

i went back club house to finish breakfast with daughter, before another fruitful grocery shopping trip. a very busy, exciting day but truly blessed

today, all seemed slow down. very rarely little / no rash throughout the day.

late p.m., i went beach to move again. very cool. cloudy. windy, but mostly quiet and comfortable.

again, there was a blue opening in the sky surrounded by white and grey clouds, something i termed” gateway to heaven”, and i always feel someone is ascending/ has ascended.

while waiting for news from car centre, i revised Conscious Manifestation course by Eckhart. great to revisit / be reminded of some important principles.

before close of business, i was told car will not be ready today. battery might be the problem. need to be replaced and further tested.

thank god warranty has not expired. our “smart car” might have chosen to break down somehow to get a new battery! haahahah

may the fiery summer be finally past, and in comes the cool, calm, more cosy autumn

how interesting to feel that something very heavy has been lifted suddenly.

may the challenging months / yr have finally past. that we have all transformed and learnt invaluable lessons.

may this be a time to rebuild after much destruction.

to pave our way to a possibly very different, yet equally wonderful christmas

Sat Nam Deep I

Namaskar