blood moon resolution

it was a rare full moon + lunar eclipse

surprisingly big crowd turned up to watch the partial eclipse in the evening

i stayed at home did some sewing, very rarely

lucky all safe and no unexpected “surprises”

today, a sunny day after heavy rain. i went nearby seaside. on the way, unexpectedly ran into a long term no see “friend” who pretended not to see me.

somehow i did not greet him either. yet what happened just for less than a minute haunted me for hours.

it drives me deeper into asking myself the questions many try to avoid thinking : what really is important, what exactly do you want, want makes u happy,… ultimately, what do u want to do with life…

by divine guidance, i was told self reliance is the key. don’t be afraid to fly solo

incidentally, an attempt to arrange for a family gathering recently has also stirred up much disturbances / unease / negative vibes

so, the day after full moon, also the best day to plant the seeds, i am recording this resolution that came to my mind while i took a very relaxed and short walk after dinner, shortly after moon rise.

blessed to see the big bright moon shining above mountain. no rain. quiet.

from now on, distant as much as possible from people who drain me / do not appreciate or even look down upon me / asking too much of me / take me for granted / consciously or unconsciously compete with me… in general, made me feel very unpleasant when connected….

instead, spend more time with people who are uplifting, joyful, healthy, inspiring… with whom i can share my silence presence / co create something for the greater good / see my full potential / appreciate my presence / help me become independent , financially abundant, even more developed / evolved…

sure not easy to find. but hopefully with greater determination to set boundaries and focus more on oneself the right atmas will be drawn

it is at the new home and the blood moon that this msg is sent out to the universe

i look forward to a much more self-reliant, abundant, healthy, joyful, fulfilled, carefree ..life after a very challenging half a century.

it is my wish to live life to the fullest as much as possible, allowing things to happen, while still be able not to worry, but be happy.

so be it, so be it, so it is

Sat Nam Deep I

Namaskar