too too time

probably by divine intervention, namaskar too too was brought from her birth place back to our home very last minute right before i closed the suitcase when i left hangzhou last dec. 2019.

at first i still regretted a bit for taking her away from her dad and the big home she used to enjoy esp. as it was a relatively calm dec. and jan.

now she has been with me here for almost 3 months, spending her 1st Christmas, new year, chinese new year, and my birthday with me here at our home.

her presence not only very much needed during the unexpected challenge of conronavirus, but a much deeper level of healing / awakening catalyzed by the recent turbulent collective energies.

after half a century, i finally learnt to put myself as the priority, instead of endlessly pleasing/ serving others at the expense of oneself.

the precious quiet too too time everyday is a great opportunity for me to nurture my very much wounded inner child, and to remind myself that my own well being shall come first, as this would be the best way to serve the world : a beacon of love, radiating with high frequency.

my mind have known this for years, but to put it into practice is a totally different matter. it takes courage, determination, wisdom….to say no, cut off, stay grounded despite the many pulls, … realising that nothing external – people, materials ,circumstances … can bring long lasting / real happiness

with the help of namaskar too too, i finally putting that in action.

a cuddly toy might not only essential to kids, but for adults. maybe even more so, to heal / balance more painful experience.

may we all learn to become self sufficient. knowing well that we r what we seek. be that love we so desire, and see what we can attract.

Blessings be to all

Namaskar

Sat Nam Deep I